Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Unrequited.

I love that there are some words in English that you cannot help but associate with other words, other meanings. Just like, no matter what, "bereft" always brings about the image of a woman standing on a pier watching her lover sail off in some ship while she waves a handkerchief in the wind. Does that make any sense? Do you know what I'm talking about? The word in the title of this entry is one of those words. I love it.

Schoolwork is finally finishing up. After MUN is done, I truly have nothing else to think of besides exams. And getting into university. It's amazing. I thought all this work was never going to have an end, but now it's finally ending. I guess that's what these two years are like; you never actually imagine them having an end but eventually, they do.

It's weird to write things like this and not know who reads them. I mean, there's the usual suspects, but I'm sure there's a couple of randomers who read this every once in awhile or something and that's a bit strange. I guess I always have a desire to have a dialogue about something rather than just feel like I'm doing all the talking. In that case, a blog is apparently not a good thing, too much lack of dialogue.

I'm looking forward to tomorrow, and for no particular reason. I'm looking forward to a good night's sleep, for no particular reason. I'm looking forward to PBL, for lots of reasons. I'm also looking forward to lots of things after PBL for even more lots of reasons. It's a nice feeling, to enjoy both the present and the future.

There's only one loose end in my life, yet to be tied up. I wish something would happen with it. Not that it necessarily needs to be tied up (can it possibly be?), just that it would be nice for something to happen. Stagnation is for the boring, mediocre, and lazy. And I am not any of those.

"To hunt for love is haughty falconry." -the quote of the day. Think about it.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

So there is an end of the IB?

Valerie said...

Apparently there is, although I have a feeling that the whole experience will haunt me for my entire life :) haha